nothing like before.

2009-04-22T16:28:00.004+08:00

"A happy family is but an earlier heaven." -George Bernard Shaw
Exactly, and that is why the enormity of such disappointment remains inexplicable.

On a side note, for those who actually care and are wondering, I am fine and dandy. In fact, I actually feel great. Nothing makes me feel better than having my Granny by my side plus my Ella baby ♥
But I miss my two Monsters a hell lot.

I gotta start believing there's nothing wrong. Maybe it'll make things much easier, in fact, I know it will. It's just, I do not know how to.

2009-04-19T12:05:00.001+08:00

If there's one thing I'd liked to do right now, it is - to scream right in your face. Do not even bother to mend things and bridge the gap or whatever is it you choose to call it. Believe it or not, this time -for once - I do not fucking care.

Yes, I am sick and tired of being in control of the time. I want to lose it too.

I want to be myself again.
That's it.

2009-04-14T23:32:00.003+08:00

I'll be back when the clouds clear out and the Sun begins to shine again.

2009-04-10T02:32:00.005+08:00

Omg I just finished reading that book and I give two thumbs up to 'My Sister's Keeper'. Its stunning plot got me turning each page, wanting more and more. Such a beautifully crafted novel. It is such a great book, I am not kidding. Anyway, this is the reason why I love to read. The satisfaction of reading the last line of the book is definitely uplifting. It's a really nice feeling, you'd get what I mean if you're a fellow bookworm too.

Hence, it's actually quite sad that I do not have the luxury of time to visit libraries as often anymore. Actually, this is the first book I've finished reading besides the 3 Literature novels I have to read for the As. Oh well, visiting the library will be one of the things on my To-Do list after the big As!

(Okay I can be a nerd at times, so? Reading is a Good habit, didn't your Mom tell you?)

Anyway, I feel accomplished now as I've actually completed my Maths assignments. All 3 -Vectors 16.2 Assignment, Weekly Rev worksheet on DE and Holiday Assignment worksheet- Omg yes I should pat myself (hah =_=) This is all because I had to back out from meeting Adilah and Irshah at the last minute for some reason (Sorry, I really feel bad =/) so I ended up having a productive Thursday night.

Now it's already 2.30am. I should probably sleep as I've got to travel a long way for tuition at 10am. Omg it's supposed to be a freaking HOLIDAY damnit (=_=)

Before I end, I have to say that I miss my cousin Nas so much. We used to be really close and he's like the elder brother I never had.

"I treat you like my own adik (younger sibling) cos Arwah Mama always reminded me to take care of you and your bros if anytin happens to her.. so you should tell me if there's any probs and Ill try to find the best solutions for u okay.." - My Abang

Omg I miss the old times now. Like..everything. If only I could turn back time..okay what the fuck. I'm going to crash my brother's crib soon.
Now, I need to rest.

2009-04-09T17:54:00.003+08:00

Omg my weekend actually started yesterday. The flu bug did not go away and I had fever on Tuesday night, so I stayed at home yesterday. That means I only went to school on Monday and Tuesday this week, since earlier today was just Sports Day. Awesome.

I find it quite pointless to share whatever happened in school cause it's just not interesting anymore. The highlight of this week (even though there's still 3 more days till the week's over) would have to be the release of the PW results. I'm truly grateful and I swear, we all truly deserved the 'A' grades. I know how hard my group worked our asses off, the endless drafts before the final submission of our Written Report and what-not. Plus, the school has improved greatly with regards to PW. Double Awesome.

I kinda need excitement in my life right now. I feel as though everything's predictable nowadays. This has nothing to do with school in particular, it's just everything seems so...boring? More like, pathetically mundane. I miss those times when I'd just have last minute plans (especially during the last December holidays) and went crazy. Ugh, it's going to be like this till 3 December 2009 cause that is the LAST day of my Alevel examinations. OH MY GOD I CANNOT WAIT to get over this whole journey (-_-) AND BREATHE AGAIN.

By the way, if I were to have superpowers, I'd want to be able to turn back time and relive my life proper. Since wishes do not come true, I need to figure out a way to accept, hold on and keep believing.

Right, I'm babbling already.. Have a great weekend.

2009-04-06T00:32:00.002+08:00

"Some people think it's holding on that makes one strong -
sometimes, it's letting go."
-

It was great meeting up with my friends on Saturday after, what felt like, forever. Nab and Irshah were such lazy asses though, and refused to drag their asses down to Coffee Bean for the group study. So it was just Adilah and I from afternoon, with Amirul who came later on in the evening. Nothing mind-blowing happened the past weekend, except that my beloved father shared some fantastic news with us (You'd sense the sarcasm here if you're smart enough) but Fuck it you know, just Fuck It. Everything will be fine, as I have gone through the Worst.

By the way, forget that. I just took another quiz on facebook.

"Nurelfarina took the Which JC are you from? quiz and the result is AJC.

You are a deem as a hardworking mugger. You believe that hardwork will pay off eventually and that is what keeps you going. However, although you always get good results, you still feel that the results you get are not justified compared to the others."

AJ? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Oh puh-lease. It wasn't even in my list of choices for tertiary education. I'm A Saint, yes yes. Hah.

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Alright now, current goal: Survive 3 days of school and enjoy the 4-day weekend. I CAN DO IT.

2009-04-04T00:51:00.005+08:00

So I decided to disable the irritating alarm at 6am and only wake up at 11 to go visit the doctor. Apparently I had a lymph node swelling due to the flu I've been having for the past few days. Now I've got a million pills to swallow every few hours (O_O) but it felt good resting at home like a pig.

Did I ever mention I love my two Monsters a lot at times? Despite their annoying behaviour and great tendencies to piss me off (often enough =_=), they can be such darlings sometimes. I don't know how I'll be able to get through everyday if not for them. They're pretty much all I've got now anyway. Trust me, I'll never leave my Monsters ♥
(Yes, I am an awesome sister :) HAH.

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Can't wait to meet my two girls now, it feels like forever.
(And yes, we rarely took a perfect picture together ;)

2009-04-03T00:25:00.005+08:00

I need a new nose in replacement of my current one that's running like an open tap. Plus, I need a massage right now.

Currently, part of me intuitively knows I should go to school even if I feel like dying since it's already Friday. Besides, I've completed all the assignments due so the effort should be shoved in front of my much beloved teachers.
But the more significant part of me knows better -that I should probably get a good night sleep right now and visit the doctor tomorrow.

I'll make up my mind when the alarm rings at 5.30am in the morning.

2009-03-30T01:12:00.001+08:00

The Fear - LILY ALLEN

2009-03-29T23:50:00.001+08:00

Weekends never fail to fly by particular faster than dreaded weekdays. Perhaps if I change my attitude and start looking forward to weekdays, long hours of school, stress and torture, I would be able to feel how time flies just as quickly on Mondays to Fridays. Perhaps I should try.

Anyway, on Friday, I met up with dearest Nab for dinner. We had Subway at Marina Square, laughing over silly moments and updating each other on all the crap life has thrown at us. Yet again, the plain truth is shoved in my face, "But what can you do?" Seriously this time, I know (and I have accepted it long before in fact) that there is nothing I can do. That's the very fact that is bothering me - a sense of helplessness.
That aside, I'm glad I've got my lovely friends and cousins by my side to keep me going on. Those who are constantly reminding me to hang in there. Thank you ♥

On Saturday, the class went over to someplace near Tiong Bahru to clog in CIP hours simply to beef up our School Graduation Certificate at the end of the year. That, I believe, seems to be the only reason students would ever be willing to spend time with the elderly or orphans or the needy (and the list goes on). This is a mere opinion, I don't refute that, but it's the blunt truth to a large extent. Sadly, students (in Singapore especially) nowadays are too busy and caught up in our own little lives to care. Moving on, the two hours spent with the elderly involved minimal interaction. We offered help in preparing and serving food to the old folks present. That was basically it. Okay fine yes, I did not find it enriching or life-changing at all, period.
Oh and guess what? We are going to go back there again on Wednesday night from 8 to 10pm (YES AT NIGHT) to join the elderly for a karaoke session, by which I mean, they would be singing Mandarin/Cantonese/Hokkien songs. Omg how exciting, I can hardly wait.
Geez.

Nevertheless, my Saturday night was awesome. Headed to MI, with Ros and Lin, to watch their drama production which was great. It was hilarious and definitely entertaining. Pictures will be up once I've gotten them from Ros (soon, I hope :)

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Click it if it's too tiny for your eyes, smartass.

Now let's look forward to a Great week ahead!

-_-

2009-03-27T15:15:00.002+08:00

I need my girlfriends right now.

2009-03-27T12:27:00.003+08:00

Okay that was just a random shot and I stole that mask from one of the kid's goodie bag during Anis's birthday celebration at Changi the other night. Apparently, I look the same in every picture. Geez, I'm going to pose differently in every picture from now on. Or at least, I'll try. Hah.

I just want to head out and stop thinking of everything. This is all so exhausting. I'm just so sick and tired of bearing responsibilities and having to put up with this nonsensical crap at home.

Have a great weekend.

2009-03-25T19:30:00.002+08:00

I received 2 horrible news back-to-back in school earlier today. UGH. And there's no chocolate that could make me feel good right now, how pathetic.
I need a getaway.

2009-03-24T21:56:00.004+08:00

I have no more motivation for school anymore, damnit. Anyway, the Block Test 1 is finally over but before you know it, it'd be time for more tests and Block Test 2 and prelims and more tests and post-prelims and whatnots and the Big A's. Fuck. I seriously cannot wait for everything to be over and done with. Perhaps school is the right distraction I need from all the other troubles that are driving me insane.

Anyway, the past week of March holidays have been great I must say. Besides having to mug for the last paper, I had my fair share of pure fun and laughter, staying out and just losing it. Things at home have been pretty ugly and it's definitely not getting any better but fuck it, let's enjoy some more pictures now.

2009-03-24T21:39:00.004+08:00

Since I am free from exam fever for now, enjoy some overdue pictures I've finally received from my cousin. They were taken on 9 January - how overdue is that!?

I WANT TO GET EXTENSIONS AGAIN.
cause this stupid hair is taking so long to grow, darnit =_=

2009-03-24T20:26:00.009+08:00

PICNIC WITH THE KI MATES
last Thursday 19 March 2009 :)

2009-03-22T18:37:00.002+08:00

Since I've got H2 Econs BT1 on Tuesday to study for, a proper update will have to wait. Besides, my mind's too muddled up to think clearly now. So long.

2009-03-18T02:02:00.001+08:00

So much has been happening, it's all getting a little too overwhelming for once. Too much this time, way too much. Since I've no will to type out anything, let the pictures entertain your curious mind with regards to how I've been wasting time.

Saturday 140309 - Town with the Cousins & BBQ with Family at Changi

Sunday 150309 - Cousin's Engagement & Town/Romp at Zouk

Oh yes, Happy Belated Birthday to my dearest friends!
(Omg I can't believe all 3 of you are legal already. Geez. Anyway love you guys loads :)

Adilah dearest turned 18 on 110309

& so did Irshah

& Amirul turned 18 4 days after them on 150309

There's just too many things going on, I actually feel the weight on my shoulder. It's exhausting having to put up with it all. I feel like letting go. Damnit.

PS: I'm not going to ignore it again, not for the second time.

2009-03-07T23:39:00.002+08:00

& so I wasted half of my Saturday, convincing myself that I deserve to get out of the house and have a break before I explode.

The initial plan was to catch a movie with Amirul and Irshah but being the mean person Irshah is, he actually ditched Amirul and I after having dinner at PS for some school event (geez =_=) so I chilled out with Amirul around City Hall before heading home. Fun times fun times, and Irshah made me laugh so much in such a short span of time. Asshole, haha okay I can't wait for Block Test 1 to end now.

& I actually have a study date with my KI mates tomorrow at the National Library. How exciting. Ugh school sucks.

2009-03-07T00:41:00.003+08:00

Thank God for the relief I felt after receiving my Malay A-levels result slip earlier this afternoon in school. I'm truly contented. It's a start, pushing me on even harder.
"You can do it. Press on." - simply for there's nothing more shameful than giving up. There's always a possibility of failure but there's always a greater opportunity for success. (Am I inspirational or what? Hah geez) The point is, the A-levels is definitely no joking matter and it'll be all over soon enough. Perhaps nothing is really impossible.

Uh huh, this is how I chose to rejoice over the achievement
Geez =___=

Thanks to these two girls who always make school life and the whole shitass stress more bearable.

I love you girls yeay :D

2009-03-06T23:46:00.007+08:00

Since I need to breathe, I shall revive this blog a little bit by sharing about the exciting weekend I had last week.

Last Friday night/Saturday morning, the family had a totally last-minute gathering.
Watched Slumdog Millionaire (which was a great movie, yes) at 12.30am. Yeah, my large family's cool like that.

It was a combined birthday celebration for the 3 February babies below :)The pictures below were all taken at about 2plus 3 in the morning
& everyone was still not a little bit exhausted (omg, hah)

Stayed out and had an extra early breakfast at Tanjong Pagar before heading home at 5plus in the morning.

On last Saturday, Eera's dearest cousin asked me along to Town.
Had a karaoke session at Party World KTV & I enjoyed myself, screaming all the shits out. Hah.
so Thanks Kak Jannah :)

Lil' Sis, Nana :)

& Eera baby :)

& I was more than excited to meet up with Diyana baby after so long!
After the Karaoke session, didn't join Eera & her cousins for Seoul Garden but went to chill out at Clarke Quay with Didy instead. Had kickass fun catching up on everything - from school to fucking assholes everywhere. Both of us have been so busy and I was truly glad to be able to meet up with that little cousin last Saturday night.
I love you babygirl :)

& I have actually forgotten what occured last Sunday.

2009-03-05T23:18:00.002+08:00

"A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else."
Thank you for being there for me.

"A real friend is not one who only entertain you, but one who cares about you, one who will be there when you cry"
Thank you for lending me your shoulder to cry on. Thank you for hugging me so tightly and shedding those tears as I broke down.

"A best friend is a sister that destiny forgot to give you."
Definitely true. Thank you, Nur Ameera Bte Senen.

2009-03-02T01:12:00.004+08:00

Because at times, you just wanna lose yourself.

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The exams, Block Test 1, begins in exactly 9 days. I'm guessing that explains the unbearable migraines I've had, which come and go, making me feel like dying each time it hits my head. Thank God for the creation of Panadol Extra -without which, I think I'd be long gone (okay, a little exaggeration but I swear I'd rather get super high fever than the fucking migraines). I've been living on the tablets for the past few days, geez

But fuck, life's good. It always is, if you let it be. To another seemingly never-ending 4-day (cause Wed's cross-country) week of school, ~~fuck~~ Goodnight.

PS: I have a new goal to achieve in 2 months.

2009-02-26T19:18:00.003+08:00

I've had enough. Enough, seriously. It is one thing to try so hard to convince oneself of the absurd confessions but it is altogether another thing to feel as if one's falling deep deep down -only to end up being stabbed and utterly pathetic. Fucking asshole, you deserve to rot in hell.

I need a bar of Snickers right now, or a tub of ice cream. Ugh.

2009-02-26T00:39:00.002+08:00

Screw you.
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PS: thanks to onecrazyass for wasting 3 hours of my life, making me laugh and cheering me up. I needed that phonecall.

2009-02-24T18:00:00.001+08:00

Since Tuesday's a short school day, I've decided to update on another smashing weekend I had. Basically, Saturday was spent with sexy friends to Victoria Theater for Oscar Wilde's "The Importance of Being Earnest" -which was a really entertaining play(!!)- and after which, I met up with the other crazy friends at night. Chilled out around Dhoby Ghaut before heading to Sahara for some sheesha. And of course, I've got picturessss so happy viewing

& on Sunday, Dad's side had a gathering to celebrate Abg Juaimi's birthday. Headed to CCK sports complex for a swim. Considering it had been a long time since I played in the waters, it was fun. But it was quite bad idea, cause I was dead beat after dinner and didn't touch any schoolwork upon reaching home. It was an unproductive weekend, yes but Life's short so no regrets at all.

Now I shall endure 3 more days of shitass school before the weekend comes again, Geez -_-

2009-02-17T01:32:00.003+08:00

Thanks for the study date, baby.
I swear I don't wanna go to school anymore, damnit.
=_=

It's just a phase, it'll end soon. Yes it will.

2009-02-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

No matter what, I will never let go.
Through ups and downs, you were always there. And will always be there.
No need for meaningless words, this friendship will never end. Trust me.
I love you, Nur Ameera Bte Senen.
"A true friend walks in when the whole world walks out."
Thank you, for everything.
:)

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& now I'm sick, might not go to school tomorrow. Damnit. But I swear, I am very relieved right now. Life is Good.

2009-02-15T18:37:00.001+08:00

OH YES I HAD ONE KICK-ASS VALENTINES DAY,
thanks to my crazy bunch of friends :)

Met up with Nab at Suntec for Subway before meeting Amirul at Taka!

Adilah came next in the evening, and we snapped some pictures while waiting for Irshah (the most horrible guy ever, hah) to arrive.

(Adilah was dreaming of dearest prince ;P)

(Nab will kill me if she sees this up ;P)

(Yes, this is why I love them :)

And finally at 6plus, we made our way down to the Botanical Gardens..for our (not-so-successful) picnic! With no mat, just Food!

This was my surprise for them (!!)
My first attempt at baking Brownies okay!
(with Kak Era's assistance :)
& they all said it was super yummy, heehee :D

& Nab's gift for us! :D

They looked so cute rightttt, but sadly, it was all melted.. still, Thanks dear!

Of course, after filling up our empty stomachs, it was time for Picturessss!

Headed down to Clarke Quay at night to chill out

Nabihah dearest :)

The gift from Adilah! haha awww love ya babe :)

Thanks for everything, girls. You know I love you both like crazyyyy, all the silly moments and sad times, everything. Thanks for always being there and making me laugh all the time! We'll pull through together alright? I'm always a call away. Love you girls loadsssss. Xoxo :)

&& I went back to Granny's place after the whole day out.
& I have to say this again, Nothing beats Granny's cookings!
Okay tomorrow's Monday again damnit -__-

2009-02-14T01:45:00.000+08:00

Finally the weekend is here, seriously I am a happy girl now yeay

The vibe in school, saints spreading the love everywhere, felt great although most of the songs played throughout the day were cheesy, sappy love songs (which Amalina loves :P) Nevertheless, it was a nice feeling to end the school week and begin the weekend.

Met up with Adilah after school for dinner and study session cause tomorrow we're not planning to touch the books at all. I need to breathe, and we all need the break.
Can't wait to meet the bunch of them later today and exchange gifts. I've got a surprise for each of them (if it works out well, gotta wait and see :)

& now currently over at cousin's crib, catching up on each other's lives.
The weekend is always Good.
&&
Happy Valentine's Day, enjoy the weekend (which will end soon, darnit)
(PS: I want balloons k thanks bye)

"Is it ignorance or apathy? Hey, I don't know and I don't care."

2009-02-13T01:47:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, Mama. I miss you terribly, I so need you right now, this year and forever. Sigh, but He loves you much more.
Al-Fatihah. Amin.

2009-02-12T23:44:00.004+08:00

"Love is a serious mental disease", that is it.

Anyway, I left school only when it's all dark -at 8pm - after attending the 'Love Desconstructed' programme prepared by the English department. My KI teacher never fails to amaze us (and belittle us at the same time) so needless to say, his performance was Great. The other teachers from the English department were entertaining too. I especially loved this poem presented by Ms K - 'First Person Demonstrative' by Phyllis Gotlieb

" I'd rather
heave half a brick than say
I love you, though I do
I'd rather
crawl in a hold than call you darling, though you are.
I'd rather
wrench off an arm than hug you though it's what I long to do
I'd rather
gather a posy of poison ivy than ask if you love me

so if my hair doesn't stand on end it's because
I never tease it
and if my heart isn't in my mouth it's because it know its place.
and if I don't take a bite of your ear it's because gristle gripes my guts
and if you miss the message better get new
glasses and read it twice"

Amazing isn't it?

Anyway, speaking of KI class, the fellow KI mates have been amused by the fact that I party (during the holidays, of course) which should explain their tags. Hah, crazy bunch of friends indeed & I can't wait for the outing on Sunday.

Nabihah called a while ago for some chitchat session, same old same, both of us just feel like stopping time and let the Alevels wait till.. a few years' time maybe ? Yeah wishful thinking, geez. Omg tomorrow's finally Friday and then it'd be another Saturday out with the friends. This Saturday's a special day indeed.

& now I gotta get Econs in my head for an essay test, so long.

2009-02-11T08:45:00.002+08:00

I don't even wanna try. Staring helplessly as it fades away, as it whispers in my skull, "Just move along, move along. She'll meet you again someday, somehow.. she will"
It's such a waste things end up the way they do. Perhaps this is it, not everything's always fine and dandy. Especially not true friendships. I'm sick and tired. I am sick and tired.

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& by the way, classmates've been asking me since Monday if I'm alright or if I'm sick cause apparently, the fatigue's biting me. Met up with Adilah dearest after school yesterday and she asked the same question too, "Why do you look so tired?" I guess it's simple, I am tired.

&& I seriously wish I was back in Crescent now, having my two crazy (and very much loved)girlfriends by my side. I really need Saturday to come. See you girls, much love.

2009-02-09T00:45:00.002+08:00

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& now let's
Have a great week ahead and the weekend will be here again soon enough.

2009-02-08T15:11:00.000+08:00

Another Saturday spent with awesome friends could never go wrong. Despite having to complete (nonsensical) mathematical sums the whole time, the chill-out at night after study session was totally Great :D The initial plan was to catch a movie but the tickets were all sold out at Marina so we walked down to Boat Quay instead.. and decided to join Amirul's mates at Sahara for some booze and sheesha.

I'll upload pictures when I've gotten them from Amirul
& I miss my girls (Adilah and Nabihah) already.

I predict another draggy week of school again before more joy and laughter on Saturday. Damnit.

2009-02-06T00:23:00.002+08:00

I am so sick of everything right now, so sick of everyone.
Only after the masks are ripped apart, after the obliteration of hypocrisy will it be rich in meaning and substance. Till then, save your pathetic efforts to make it right.

I so need the weekend.

2009-02-01T15:49:00.001+08:00

Saturday takes a whole new definition this year, compared to previous years'. Met up with Adilah and two other guy friends (Amirul from AC and Irshah from RJ, smart asses omg) for another productive study session yesterday. After spending the day mugging, we all deserved a walk down to Town (our study spot is just perfect btw) for dinner at Cine's LJS. The guys cracked me up the whole time, from Amirul's sillyness (I swear it was hilarious but I shan't disclose what happened since I'm kind, HAH) to Irshah's blunt comments and amusing antics. So Adilah and I have got a couple of new study partners for our many more exciting Saturdays to come. Wow, amazing. (Okay yes, I do feel quite pathetic actually having to sacrifice booze & parties for the big A's but I've no regrets. It definitely helps knowing I'm not in all this shit alone :)

Anyway, I have not mentioned that I'd caught 'Bride Wars' with Didy baby last Saturday night at The Cathay. After the study session with Adilah and Amirul, I went off to meet Didy at Dhoby Ghaut and we proceeded for the movie. It was really good, in my opinion. I enjoyed every moment of the movie! The reason simply lies in the fact that I could imagine Eera and I all grown up and ending up like them both in the movie (HAH) but seriously, it's a Must-Watch if you were to ask me!

& lastly, I miss those crazy nights I used to spend out with Didy.
Omg we must so head out soon babygirl. Loves.

& now I can't wait for the upcoming weekend. Have a great week ahead.

2009-01-30T08:30:00.004+08:00

"To be in love is merely to be in a state of perceptual anesthesia -- to mistake an ordinary young man for a Greek god or an ordinary young woman for a goddess."

- H. L. Mencken, Prejudices, 1919

& Skepticism is the way to live, no?

"O'Brave New World that has such people in it." I swear this novel is amazing though it's driving me out of my wits trying to read it in depth. On top of that, I still have Herland and Great Expectations to read. Everything for Literature, Anything for Excellence you say? I think not. I am on the verge of insanity.

Anyway, making an announcement in front of the whole school wasn't such a bad afterall. Just a two more hours of solid lessons and I'm off to visit Granny for a sumptous meal. I can hardly wait to get out of school. It's Friday, Thank God.

2009-01-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

If I had a gun and you were in front of my face, on that Tuesday night, I would have blown you into pieces. Geez.
Pathetic guys with too much Ego for their own good.

"Letting go is not about giving up, but rather accepting that some things just cannot be."
I'm trying to, I really am.
It's not easy owing to the fact it was all so true, I felt and still feel the heat burning inside.
Maybe in time, it'll all be meaningless.
(If you know me well enough, you'd know I'm not referring to the same pathetic dickhead here. But whatever, I just needed to rant.)

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Anyway, before I hit the bedsheets, isn't this little baby below so adorable?

Awwww

Oh yeah, I've stepped back into Reality. Goodnight now.

2009-01-27T11:30:00.001+08:00

I'm off to meet Eera baby who's back after a 3-day getaway!! Like, finally. Omg.
Before that, enjoy some pictures taken on Sunday 250109
& more pictures on Kak Wati's wedding some time ago!

I'm just in the mood to upload pictures, simply for some viewing pleasure.

Here's Ella, dearest baby (:

The most adorable pair of kids on Earth

Ella Nabilah & Ilhan Anakin

I'm sorry, but I don't lie -especially not to myself.

2009-01-26T12:48:00.001+08:00

I need a Getaway, real soon.

2009-01-24T11:30:00.002+08:00

"The best way out is always through" by Robert Frost,
very much explains how the past week had been. There were countless challenges and seemingly endless diagnostic tests, one subject after another, and there came a moment when I just wanted to stop. Just stop. My friends and I were drained out day by day, but we pressed on and finally I feel a relief off my shoulders. Especially owing to the fact that the MCS dikir performance was awesome!

It was truly a success, and we're all so proud of ourselves.
(Come on, we only had a week! It's true, some people just work best under pressure ;D)

Your Highness with Ros and Lin :D

Check out the gradual decrease in height, lol ;P

The ones who keep me going every day

Manis lah gitu, hah!

Girls, girls, girls

Firqin and Your Highness

Don, Sam and Pat (LOL xD Inner joke!)

With Firqin & Fezra

Jannah's the greatest!
& she's the boss! ;P

They made it all possible

Thanks again to everyone who participated and gave your superb effort. Despite the pessimism which a few of us had (including me, yes I won't deny), we all worked hard and the performance was Great with a capital 'G' !

& after the whole concert, I headed down to Town to meet up with my girls ^^v
Adilah, the habitual late-comer was late of course, so Nab and I waited at Spinelli for some Mocha Spin (which tasted really good, though it was a little too sweet).

So we watched 'Changeling' at 4pm and I loved it.
Adilah found it "too mentally-challenging" (haha!) but it was a great movie. Definitely meaningful, highlighting corruption and of course, the immeasurable extent of a Mother's love. It's worth it, if you were to ask me.

These other 2 girls keep me going all the time

I love you girls, thanks for always being there.

-
It's a Saturday and I'm going to get ready now and meet Adilah for a study date somewhere at Raffles Place by 1pm. What a Perfect way to spend a Saturday! (Fuck o_O)

I shall end with another quote,
"If you're going through hell, keep going." - Winston Churchill

& so, I might as well.
Geez, goodbye.

2009-01-20T01:10:00.000+08:00

The house feels so empty and my life too quiet without my irritating ass of a brother at home! Thursday quick come and bring him back from Taiwan, I can't wait to fetch him from the airport. Just to receive my gift, as promised. Hah, okay fine yes, I do miss this little brother of mine (as much as I hate to admit it) I miss having him around the house, annoying the hell out of me till I scream and get all pissed off.

I need a break from all the work load and here I am missing my brother, awww

Anyway I literally felt a huge sense of relief having survived a long day of school earlier, and having sat 4 papers for the MSA. Next paper's Othello on Wednesday and Brave New World Quiz on Thursday before the long CNY weekend break. Omg just a couple of days to endure before Friday, which reminds me - I am actually a tad over-excited to perform during CNY concert. Plus, I'm free after 11am on Friday Omg time quick pass now!

Now I shall sleep with a quote in mind,
"Our greatest battles are that with our own minds." - Jameson Frank
That is so true.

2009-01-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

I have 4 papers to sit for later today, when it's back to school for another exhausting week. It has only been a pathetic week and here I am, pulling my hair out already. There's been so much assignments, on top of revision that needs to be done for the upcoming papers, dikir trainings since MCS is putting up a performance for CNY concert this coming Friday (!!) - Fuck, I just can't seem to find time to simply breathe. Everything's moving so fast. Each moment is fleeting away, it's absurd. Nevertheless, I know this will all end soon. What I need is simply to regain the strength within and enjoy this ride. It always help to "begin with the End in mind".

I should probably hit the sheets now. Till next weekend, happy partying while I slave away. Geez.

2009-01-13T17:10:00.000+08:00

It had only been two days of school and it's draining me out already. Assignments are already coming in, more research is to be done (for KI, especially -the Independent Study paper, OMG) and I still haven't gotten a slap for not completing my Maths assignment yet. Besides all that, there's the exams coming right up starting with MSA - Econs this Friday.

Nevertheless, it feels good being back in School somehow. It's the last year in SAJC, it's the major Alevels examinations I'll be sitting for this year. There's only one thing worse than failing -giving up. The year has just begun and I'm up for a ride. There really is no time to waste, I gotta get my grip and press on. Anyway, what's another 39 weeks of school?

Besides, what's life if there's only joy and laughter?

School aside, enjoy the few pictures I took over the weekend.

Nikah ceremony on Saturday!

Few of the gifts from the guy's side!

On Sunday itself, I was super busy being the bridesmaid.
Will upload more more pictures when I've gotten them from few other people who were snapping pictures away!

Pretty Ella was the flowergirl, hee

& the family's all betting I'm next to get married. Right, freaking no way. Hah!

Goodbye now.

2009-01-12T03:00:00.001+08:00

I had an awesome weekend to end off the holidays.
Congratulations to Kak Wati who is now a wife to Abg Dino. I hope they'll have adorable kids soon! I'll post more pictures and a proper update on the wedding soon enough.
-

Fuck, I can't believe I'm going to have to go all the way to Potong Pasir in a few hours' time.
Not to mention, I still have unfinished assignments due. Where did the time go? Geez. Damnit.

I should get a couple of hours of sleep, even though it won't make a difference. I predict an ugly start to a new school year, Fuck o_O

On a happier note,

Happy 15th Birthday little Bro!
May you be less annoying, less irritating and..

grow up faster, get a hot scrambler so that I can hitch a ride anytime!
Love you, Mohd Rossafiq Bin Mohd Roszaini.
Enjoy your special day alright.

& Now goodbye.

2009-01-06T17:30:00.001+08:00

Baby, you're my sugar rush.

I will never comprehend the way You drive me crazy & worried sick and make me deliriously happy just by hearing your voice the very next moment. Geez, this feels so silly.

Anyway, I'm having a short break now from the endless pile of assignments & revisions for upcoming Milestone Assessment Exams next week (Omg, damnit =_=) so enjoy the pictures from some time ago.

Oh fuck, back to hitting the books now =_______=

2009-01-05T02:36:00.002+08:00

I hate this new thing I've become. This is not me, and I hate the new bitch inside me. It's time I correct all the mistakes I've been making and mend this mess. I can't take it any longer. I hate this. I hate this. I hate the new Nurelfarina Bte Mohd Roszaini. I'm going to get the original one back, goodbye.

& Please, save the nosey tags if you're going to try making my day cause I'm fine and dandy. I just have to fix everything and get back on track. Have a good week ahead.

2009-01-02T04:05:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken on 311208 / 010109 !
:D

That's all babies, good morning!
-

I'm feeling really happy, it feels wonderful.
Yes, I love how you make me feel. I love how you'll stare into my eyes and not speak a word before melting my heart with your smile. It's unimaginable this infatuation - it's real.
What a way to start the year, baby.

Let's spread the love, enjoy the weekends.
Good Morning (:

2009-01-01T06:30:00.000+08:00

31st December 2008, the last day of 2008, was spent shopping with them 3 loved ones below.
Dad brought us out since noon, I kid you not. We went to get Brother's school books and uniform at ACSI before heading off to lunch at Bugis. After which, we headed off to City Hall and Town to get more more more things. I am so loving my dad for paying ^^v

So I've gotten a new pair of Adidas shoes for school. It's black and pink, could only find it in Cine's outlet. Apparently that whole new series is only found there, how cool. Brother got a pair of Adidas sports shoes from the same store too.

After which, we got Pooh Bro's school bag before Brother and I got ours. Brother got a backpack from Topman while
I fell in love with a Guess bag and got it from Taka's Guess Boutique!

My hair was in a total mess somehow earlier on, geez

Yes, my brother needs to lose weight.

Finally, our feet gave up (after all 4 of us felt satisfied with all the things we've splurged on and pampered ourselves with) so Dad suggested to chill out at Paragon's Coffee Bean.
& I got a Small Mocha Ice Blended Drink (I still want Starbucks soon, omg)

After which, we headed down to West Coast Recreation Centre (or sth like that, hah) to bowl with the rest of The Family -Dad's side. So I spent Countdown way differently than I thought I'd be. Total change of plans and I have no regrets at all spending time with My Family at the bowling alley (which btw, didn't out to be my night and I only managed to strike twice after playing two freaking games. Geez!) Though at times, I did feel like running away to Sentosa (OMG) Anyway, the point is - I love the fact that I've got my family around even though they spoiled my initial plans to party.
(I'll post more pictures once I've gotten them from them loved ones)

-
Now, Goodbye 2008.

Hello 2009, Happy New Year to all.

2008 has been full of shits and craziness. I'm not going to start reminiscing in fear I'll not stop typing so let's just move on and keep all the memories at heart.
Now, Good Morning.

2008-12-31T03:45:00.001+08:00

I am scared, period. That's it.
I don't like the fact that things become unpredictable suddenly -small little things or basically everything happening beyond my control. I feel helpless and vulnerable, it sucks. I miss the old Nurelfarina Bte Mohd Roszaini. Omg, where is she!? Fuck it.
But maybe she's gone, for good.

Anyway, it's New Year's Eve already. Let's forget the past and embrace whatever there is to come in 2009. Contradictory to above, I am quite excited to face whatever shits 2009 has in store. Life's a bitch so what's there to get all agitated right, no?

Tell me it's true and don't let it go.

2008-12-30T02:43:00.003+08:00

I swear I'm just going with the flow now, it's so exhausting being in control all the time. I'm actually going to leave it to Fate -believe it or not. (Yes, now laugh out loud. Geez.)

Anyway, I'm just bothered by some issues now so let's just cheer everyone up with some pictures! (Hah o_O)

Thank You babygirl yet again, for everything. I love you, needless to mention.
Xoxo!

Oh my god, 2008 really is coming to an end.

2008-12-29T17:24:00.002+08:00

So much precious time to waste, so young, wild and free. Let's embrace these moments in denial and enjoy whatever's left of the Good things in life.

& I'm currently still at Kak Nadera's house since Saturday night. Slept over here and it feels so hard to go back home (No actually, I've just been feeling very lazy) Been playing with all the gadgets here -Psp, Xbox 360, Itouch and of course the Laptop! I swear all these gaming is addictive. Even I, find it hard to stop playing all the various games. Omg seriously this is crazy, I know.

Anyway I'm currently going through another emotional roller coaster ride and enjoying every single fucking second :D Geez, I need caffeine soon or I'll die (I'm exagerrating, obviously)
All these thoughts bugging me totally drained me out. Now I shall continue distracting myself by playing more games baby. Hah, so long suckers. K bye.

2008-12-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

But you feel my breath On your neck

Can't believe I'm right behind you, right behind you.

This guilt creeping up inside me, it's killing me. It was all too wrong but it felt damn right.

2008-12-26T04:45:00.001+08:00

Oh I had a great time celebrating Christmas! (hah, rightttt)
So Twilight was good, as everyone would have known by now. Predictable teenage vampire love story made exciting by the vampire itself. (I still think Lestat in 'Queen of the Damned' is way sexier by the way, so I won't join the whole clan of teenage girls lusting over Edward Cullen) The movie was enjoyable, nevertheless. Thanks to Haziq for the free ticket!

After which, we had dinner and then chilled out with Starbucks Coffee outside Marina.
(No, never at the Steps ewwww)
And we took pictures of course

Haziq's hat from Topman (:

Haziq bought a lovely woman jacket for himself, hah

It's nearly 5am now on Friday 26 December 2008. I still haven't gotten any sleep, fantastic. Thank God for endless TV series with a click to keep me company.

Anyway, next up's Countdown on 31st December 2008 baby.

2008-12-25T12:38:00.002+08:00

Everytime I close my eyes, the pair automatically opens back. I swear I tried so hard to get some sleep but the body keeps tossing right and left, till I got so frustrated and ended up wasting more time being in the virtual world. I hate this feeling because I am tired, as simple as that. Now I gotta get ready to go out of the house after barely getting any sleep.

(Twilight better be good or I'll just snore in the cinema, I swear O_O)

2008-12-25T06:06:00.000+08:00

According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don’t know about you. And then tag 5 people.

1. I'm Arachnophobic,
and if you dare make a freaking joke about it, you're dead. No jokes about this.

2. I get vulgar sometimes, or actually, most of the times.
Some girls back in my secondary school actually had something against me for being "crude". Oh God, what a joke. But seriously, take it or leave it. And I'm not that bad, you just have to try to be nice first.

3. I can eat chocolates anytime, anywhere, any day.
Can you?

4. I can imagine myself not getting married.
Just something random for your information.

5. Adding on to no. 4, I am not looking forward to have my own kids.

6. Ironically though, I have thought of two baby names -One for a baby boy and another for a baby girl.
Now, do not ask me why. It's just something I did when I was literally dying out of boredom some time ago.

7. I hope to adopt babies one day.
No, not because Angelina Jolie does it.

8. I secretly wish I'll be filthy rich one day.
Don't you?

9. Fish & Chips anytime, anywhere, any day (besides Chocolates)
Oh yes, that's my favourite dish.

10. I hope to try Fish & Chips from all stores which sells it.
As many as I can before I die, that is.

11. I am a caffeine-addict.
Coffee anytime!

12. I love thrill rides.

13. I like getting scared, feeling the complete thrill of having to scream any second.
It's wicked, that feeling! (which is why I love to watch horror movies too!)

14. I go for looks in a guy first, before inner beauty (or whatever shit that is)
No, I am not embarrassed to tell the whole world that I'm superficial. I bet you are too, trust me.

15. I like to study. (It may seem like a joke but I enjoy studying! Just not during the holidays, damnit)
I mean it, ask Eera. She'll tell you it's true.

16. I can walk aimlessly for hours.
Trust me.

17. I want a hot boyfriend soon.
That's a secret you should know alright. (LOL)

Now that I've done that (although Ros has tagged me some time ago, sorry babe! Was busy partying? LOL)
I shall tag:
Eera, Kak Nadera, Diyana, DayahRez and Adilah.

I shall get some rest now before going back home.

2008-12-25T05:55:00.000+08:00

Yes, I had a lovely time with my dad on the dinner date we had on Tuesday night. Dad surprised me by bringing me to Swensen's at Park Hotel @ Orchard. It felt like a real date (LOL) going out with my Dad only. But that's not the point. We talked about everything under the sun, I'm serious. That's when I realised there's so much things I can talk to my dad about -even those heartless creatures (a.k.a. worthless dickheads) who have been in and out of my life- my dad listens to me and I am totally thankful for that. It's been so long since I poured everything to an adult. I actually felt as though I was talking to my late Mum. It felt like one of those days or nights when I'd spill everything out to her and she'll just listen. My dad did just that -he listened to every word I said. I appreciated it.

& Of course, I lent him my listening ear as well. There's so much things he shared to me -secrets, deepest fears, future plans, family issues and whatnots- I finally understood. Perhaps it's true, everyone deserves a chance. I know my dad deserves another.

Besides talking and laughing, both of us totally indulged in our orders!

I was craving for Fish & Chips!

Dad wanted to try the Salmon 'N' Mushroom Baked Rice
His comment (after he finished the whole plate, hah) : "I should have ordered pasta, but never mind."

And we had Desserts :D !

Coit Tower for Dad
(His and my late Mom's all-time favourite)

& Sticky Chewy Chocolate!
My all-time favourite baby ^^v

I don't mind another date with Dad now! (haha, I am his only princess anyway xP)

-

And now I'm over at Eera's crib. That babygirl of mine is snoring away already (I can't blame her, it's nearly 6am in the morning) and I'm entertaining myself updating this blog besides surfing around. Crashed her crib last minute cause Dad decided to go out and my two monkeys are over at Granny's place since Tuesday afternoon. So obviously, what better getaway than your bestfriend's place -which explains why I'm here.

& I cannot wait to hang out with some friends while my fellow Christian friends are celebrating Christmas!

2008-12-23T18:04:00.017+08:00

I have been enjoying every minute of my life for the past few days, I kid you not!
I've got many pictures for viewing pleasure below ^^v

Thursday was spent accompanying Diyana to take her N's results. I am so proud of that little sister of mine for doing her best and got what she deserved. All the best for O's next year now. I know you can do it baby! Congrats once again, Didy.

After which, I left for dinner with an 'Old Friend' (literally, hah) whom I've not met for some time. Fadhrees was so kind to treat me to Pizza Hut. I appreciate it and thanks again for the "La Senza" gift, Not. He got me a pretty hot pink notebook from Prints!

On Saturday, I met up with Adilah and Nabihah for a HipHop gig at Arts House. Adilah's friend, Yamani insisted that we came since he got us the tix for free already so we went. We did enjoy ourselves, it was not as bad as we thought it was gonna be. And I had lotsa fun hanging out with those 2 crazy girlfriends of mine, as usual. Love ya babes :D

The night got crazier for me when Erman decided to fetch me from Taka and wanted me to hang out with him. He surprised me when he showed up looking like Chuck Bass -Ben Sherman sweater which I totally love and black pants with his Fred Perry bag. (I am not kidding, ask Adilah) *squeals*
And he was nice that night.

The crazy bunch wanted to catch a late-night movie. I agreed since Erman wanted to treat me ^^v (LOL) So we caught 'Yes Man' at 1.40am at The Cathay. It was a funny movie, no doubt but the plot was kinda predictable and a little bit meaningless to me. It's very predictable actually, there's really no other word for me to describe the movie. Hah, but still go catch it for a good laugh.

& the rest of my Saturday night will be left unexplained.

Monday, 22 Dec 2008 was the Shit. I swearrrrrrrr :D
I have no regrets at all -partied like a rockstar, or what? Woohoo.
(The pictures will do the talking from now onwards :)

Oh yes, we made new friends ^^v

OH MY, I'm so not over the excitement! But I got to stop now, cause Dad's bringing me out on a dinner date. I swear if he starts lecturing, I'll fall asleep. Okay maybe not (o_O) whatever, goodbye now! I'm still a very happy girl bytheway :D

2008-12-17T16:01:00.014+08:00

Your Highness on 15 December 2008 ^^v

I had the most memorable birthday this year and I am truly thankful to everyone who made it so. I love you, all of you very much. *hugs&kisses*
(I need not mention names, you all know who you are :)

I spent my day out with Diyana to town. The initial plan was to catch a movie but we ended up shopping for some things after having lunch at Far East.

We then decided to simply chill out at Taka Gardens. Took pictures and chitchat endlessly -pure joy, fun and laughter as always!

Thank you baby for making my birthday a lovely one! I love you always, and thank you especially for the surprise gift later on back at CCK. I love that gift most ;P
LOVE YOU!

At 9plus, Didy left to go back CCK as she had to meet a friend to get something (that was what she told me) But in actual fact, I got back to CCK after Town and there was a surprise gift from her. Nurman was there too. I really love that gift, so thank you once again baby.

Anyway, after Didy left.. things got crazier!

Thanks to these two crazy but wonderful friends of mine, I looked like a diva with a super adorable Orange CareBear :D (hahah!)
And not forgetting, they sabo-ed me using Impulse body spray. Faliq Fahmi wanted to meet me since Sunday night so he told me to meet up on my birthday. Little did I know he actually chatted up with Nadh dearest to plan a surprise for me. After meeting him up at Somerset mrt, he led me to Lansons Place (a.k.a. Purplelight, according to Faliq) where Nadh just shocked me when she started shouting 'Happy Birthday!!!' and sprayed me non-stop with the Impulse body spray. I was speechless! And yes I know my face was priceless. It was so lovely -the whole surprise & the adorable bear, of course :D

Thank You again, you two!!

Thanks Nadh! :D
I'm so touched, considering the fact that we aren't as close as before and you still took all the trouble for me. I love you babe. I truly appreciate it all, you know I do! *hugs&kisses*

Thanks Faliq Fahmi! :D
This crazy guy below is an old friend of mine. I cannot believe you decided to meet up with me after wishing me. You are forever with your 'making last minute plans'! haha but I love you for that. Thanks for being such a great friend. Even though the last time we met up was more than 2 years ago (hell yeah, can you believe it?!) - everything worked out well. And you're still the same old crazy you. Don't you dare go MIA-ing again.

Since this babygirl of mine couldn't spend my birthday with me, she brought me out yesterday (Tuesday, 16122008) for a belated celebration. And I enjoyed every single moment. Thank you babygirl, I love you :D

We had Subway for lunch! My virgin try and am having no regrets. I love it :D

Eera here does not eat vege! I had to finish it up for her after she took out all of it from her sandwich, hah

The initial plan was to catch a movie but I figured that can be done another day. It's just a movie. So we both decided to Karaoke since it's something we haven't done together, just us. Called up Cash Studio at Ming Arcade and we got a room at 5pm!

So we spent 3 full hours singing our hearts out, having ultimate fun, laughing, screaming and letting loose. We recorded our voices for a few songs (haha!) and took pictures in the room too! It was awesome, I had such a great time :D

After Karaoke-ing, we took a bus to Clarke Quay and just chilled there.
I cannot remember what actually happened but I had Fun -that's all that matters.
Thanks again Eera, for everything. And yes, I'm sorry if I was making you so worried. I know you still love me :D (heh but seriously, I'm sorry):

OH MY, I had so much fun turning a year older.
Now I cannot wait to turn 18 (yes, I must wait another freaking year =_=")
But whatever, I'll enjoy being 17 as much as I can for now!

2008-12-15T03:56:00.002+08:00

I truly cannot wait to get out of my house later on :D Yes I'm over the moon, the cloud, the sky and soon, the sun (hahah) Whatever it is, I am loving this feeling right now. Oh my, how much better can being the birthday girl get? I'm gonna wait and see.

Goodbye now!

2008-12-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

On Saturday 13 Dec 2008, the family had a soccer match at Yio Chu Kang area.
The girls became cheerleaders (we still have yet to get pompoms, hah!) as usual or rather, the girls became camwhores!

This is what girls do at a soccer match, yes!

At 7plus, the match ended and the family went to Ming Arcade's Cash Studio Family Karaoke Box (:D) where I finally got to sing my hearts out and share the joy with my beloved family. Now enjoy the pictures!

In the middle of the craziness, Dad came in with a Chocolate Cheesecake (:D !!) and the birthday song was playing the background. It was such a lovely surprise, no doubt :D
I was seriously touched, awwww (hahah yeay I love surprises baby)

I love you.

The cake was delicious :D

Thank You to each and every one of you who made the surprise possible. I love you guys loadsssssss ^^v

& on Sunday 14 Dec 2008, I had a lovely dinner with the family!
We had seafood - Chilli Crab, Black Pepper Crab, Hotplate Beancurd, Sambal Kangkong Belacan, Butter Cereal Prawn, Otah-otah and Satay. My stomach was super contented, even without eating rice. It was such a hefty and delicious dinner :D

And now, I am officially 17 baby. Heehee.

2008-12-14T18:23:00.001+08:00

I love my family :D

More updates later, now I've got a birthday dinner to celebrate ^^v
(hehe, I'm a happy girl now)

2008-12-13T04:20:00.003+08:00

Yes, I've lost my mind.

Thank you babygirls for meeting up just now. Eera baby, I cannot wait for Tuesday & 22nd of December. Love you bitch.

And Diyana baby, I cannot wait for Monday. I'm going to have a blast right? I trust you'll make it all work out. Love you lil sis.

By the way, I give up on everything. Every single damn thing. I'm so sick and tired, literally.

Sleep -that's exactly what I need to do right now.
Goodnight ~~fuckers~~ world.

2008-12-12T03:46:00.003+08:00

Don't I have the cutest niece ever? :D
Ohmy, I miss her already.

Anyway, inspired by Ella baby, I curled my hair too. Hah.

And no, I did not buy any of the dresses I tried above. Got two others instead, leaving me pathetically broke now.
But I'm having fun over at Eera's place now so good morning.

2008-12-11T13:00:00.001+08:00

I gotta admit something -Lately, I've been feeling a little confused despite the countless undeniable happy moments or the excitement each time my phone rings or our eyes meet. It feels crazy; the whole sensation within, every single time. I'm never the type to disclose any personal affairs of my life -not on this blog at least. Pen and paper still serves its right for such issues. However, the point I'm trying to make is: I don't even know what to do now, except to wait. I can't even make or start any form of communication with you, and that's getting a tiny bit difficult for me. I'm just hoping you treasure this friendship we're having, Shady.

By the way, I'm currently at Yishun now, have been spending the past two nights here at my Aunt's place to take care of the kids. Ella baby's getting naughtier and her mouth just gets too much at times! But patience is a virtue, and I still love her. Lyni (her sis) and my Pooh Brother are not such pains in the ass, lucky for me.

There's nothing much for me to do here except wasting more precious time on the internet -which was exactly what I did the whole of yesterday. I spent the whole day watching Gossip Girl (yes, I've joined the ~~Dark Side~~ Girl World and I'm lusting over Ed Westwick *swoons*)

leaving me now with 5 more episodes of Season 2 that can be found online. And the rest of my day was just spent sleeping or munching.

Now I'm so glad I need not stick my bum to the computer chair, wasting another day. I'm out to meet my two girlfriends so goodbye! (and enjoy some more pictures taken on Monday, with Dad's side)

2008-12-09T21:52:00.003+08:00

I've not felt this way, I don't know what it is. It sure feels wonderful.

2008-12-09T04:15:00.000+08:00

Another typical Hari Raya Aidiladha spent at both grandparents' houses -Dad's side followed by late Mom's side- before going back home only after midnight. It was nice being around the cousins and all again after some time. Great catching up done and undeniably good food consumed, a little too much. Nevertheless, every moment was worth it.

-

There's so much I need to let out, I don't even know where to start. Perhaps it can wait, so goodbye.

2008-12-08T03:30:00.000+08:00

More pictures taken on Saturday 06122008 below :

Ella Nabilah baby (:

Lyni Nadiah (:

Ahh yes, I got into the waters again!

'Once a Saint, Always a Saint' ? hah right

The downpour pretty much spoiled the fun in the sea, but it sure didn't ruin the mood for more snapshots!

This is forever

My two monkeys, yes

Kak Ita brought us to experience the CineBlast, Xtreme Log Ride!
It was great though it could have been slightly longer. Ella baby didn't even scream once and she laughed at me for screaming a few times =_= hah
But that's besides the point, we all enjoyed it.

There's no Starbucks at Sentosa!

Kakak brought us to catch 'Songs of the Sea' too at 8.40pm. It was simply beautiful, in my opinion.

Fireworks -that, I love.

Finally, we left Sentosa and chilled out at Vivo for a little while before heading back to Granny's place and spent the rest of the weeke

On Sunday, Dad fetched Brothers and I, and decided to bring us to catch a movie at Cineleisure. I had no idea what made him do that but anyway, we caught The Secret Life of Bees which was a meaningful movie. Great plot & Valuable lessons learned.

The rest of my weekend was pretty much just as memorable. Thanks to You, yes You.

2008-12-07T06:04:00.002+08:00

I actually had another Saturday out at Sentosa till night.
More updates with pictures soon, when I'm more bothered to do so.

By the way, no you're not reading the time wrongly. It is nearly 6.15am on another Sunday morning. My eyebags are just getting worse, fuck.
Now good morning, and enjoy whatever's left of the weekend.